I realize that I have not written in a while, I aplogize for that. Honestly, I am writing now because I feel obligated to. Not that I don’t appreciate my readers, I do. There are times in my life that I find myself not wanting to talk or have any kind of contact with the outside world.

No, I’m not going through postpartum depression, this happens whether I’ve just had a baby or not. There are other influences in my life that bring it on, ones that I do not wish to go in to here. How long it lasts is not up to me, it’s not really up to anyone. The influences that I speak of don’t even get to decide how long it lasts. I will say, though, it always seems to be right around a month, give or take.

One miserable fucking month.

So, I will apologize ahead of time if you don’t see me every day. It’s not that I’ve forgotten about all of you, it’s that I have more important things at home to put what little energy and happiness I have during this period toward. My children.